Preached at All Saints, Collingwood, and St Luke’s, Creemore, on June 14, 2026, the Third Sunday After Pentecost (A). Texts: Genesis 18:1-15 (21:1-7); Psalm 116:1, 10-17; Romans 5:1-8; Matthew 9:35-10:8 (9-23)
“Then Jesus summoned his twelve disciples” Matthew 10.1
You know those dreams where you’re in uncomfortable or stressful situations? They’re often called anxiety dreams, and one of my least favourite kinds is where I find myself forced to go back to school. Sometimes I’m back in university, with a test I haven’t studied for or a due date for an essay I haven’t written, but sometimes I’m back in elementary school, and I’m an adult sitting in one of those little kid’s desks, and I’m uncomfortable and I have no idea what I’m doing.
I wonder what it is about this deam of being a student again that makes me uncomfortable? What is it about school that triggers adult anxieties? I suppose it has something to do with the imposed obligations of schoolwork - the essays and projects - and no surprise that these dreams bubble up when I’ve been procrastinating about a deadline.
It could also be that, mixed in with these anxious dreams, is the fear of the loss of adult agency, which we I think is a normal part of aging. Life in a senior’s home can seem a lot like elementary school, where the residents are treated like children. The British TV comedy Waiting For God treated this brilliantly.
I don’t think it’s learning that makes people feel uncomfortable. Many of you eagerly attend the Georgian Triangle Learning Institute lectures (though I wonder how many would attend if they were given homework assignments with them). Seniors happily participate in bookclubs (though, again, the wine might have something to do with that activity).
So it seems that we’re good with being lifelong learners, but how many of us would want to be students, with all the obligations and expectations that go with being a student? And yet, if we think of ourselves as disciples, that word basically means student, which means that, like the original disciples, we are students of Jesus.
In today’s gospel reading, and in the New Testament generally, the word disciple is a translation of the Greek word mathētēs, which in Greek meant a student of pupil. Our word disciple comes from the Latin meaning student or pupil, and is from the Latin verb discere, meaning to lean. So in the ancient world, a disciple is a student or pupil, someone under instruction. Today we think of disciples as having a specific religious sense, of messengers or evangelists, which is what the twelve chosen by Jesus eventually became, but in the gospels, as in today’s gospel, they are students.
Thinking of the discples as students makes sense when we remember how many times Jesus is referred to in the gospels either as a rabbi or as a teacher (didaskalos, often translated as master). In the ancient world, a didaskalos was a spiritual leader or philosopher, someone who had mastered a body of knowledge and who would over time share that knowlege with students, in the same way that apprentices learn today.
Sometimes in the gospels we hear Jesus sound notes of exasperation, because he has spent so much time with the disciples and they still don’t get it. For example, later in Matthew, after Peter asks Jesus to explain a parable, Jesus essentially says, “are you still so dense?” On this and several other occasions, Jesus sounds very much like a frustrated teacher (Mk 8:17-21, Mt 16:9-11). Fortunately for them and for us, Jesus is a patient and loving teacher.
So what does Jesus have to teach? Put simply, it is to try and see the world through his eyes of compassion and to act mercifully. Matthew tells us that Jesus had compassion on the crowds “because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd”. In other words, these people did not have leaders who cared for their welfare, they were exploited, overburdened, and ground down. In a week where the world’s richest man became the world’s first trillionaire, with enough money to cancel world hunger and all the ethics of a mosquito, I think we can relate.
Jesus empowers his disciples/students to do the things he does. Share the good news that God loves them and values them. Be with them. Heal them and help them. Give selflessly. It’s the most ancient and most effective teaching model, to let the student go into the field and learn by doing.
Last week in my homily I quoted Martin Luther, who said that the church is “a school for saints and a hospital for sinners”. If we can admit in our weekly prayer of confession that we are all sinners, can we agree also that we are also students, and specifically, Jesus’ students?
We use all sorts of terms to describe ourselves as people. We can call ourselves Christians, and then as Anglicans, and then as parishioners at All Saints, as opposed to, say, Christians who call themselves Presbyterians who go to First Pres. I wonder if we would be any different, if our faith would be more intense, if we just called ourselves Jesus’ students?
To call ourselves students would be to accept the authority of our master as teacher. We haven’t been given the ability to raise the dead, heal the sick, or cast out demons, but Jesus does have expectations of us his students. Our homework is to try and see the world through Jesus’ eyes of compassion. Our assignment is to show Jesus’ mercy and love wherever we can. Our school is always in session, and the syllabus is there in our baptismal covenant. There’s no pass or fail, just the expectation that, as a church and as people, we can help people sense the nearness of the kingdom of God. This school will never give us anxiety dreams, because Jesus our teacher is patient and loving.
So, fellow students of Jesus, what will you try to learn this week, and what will you try, with God’s help, to put that learning into action?
